This weekend had everything thrown at me, but the kitchen sink. I felt like I was in an episode of the twilight zone. Started with a fight then ended with being a dd for my step brother and his bf. I'm starting to realize that you don't always need someone there and that being on your own can be a good thing. Although it does get a bit lonely at times. Just going through the motions one day at a time. April 4th 2010 should be awkward. Thats when I will get to see my brother for the first time in 3 years. We had a big fight before he was busted for a parole violation. Congrats on my sister for 43 days of being clean and sober. Keep it up im so proud of you. Halloween was fun, but a cold night. Almost got arrested for having too much fun, but thankfully did not. Being the dd and bringing my step brother and his friend home was quite an expierence. One I don't want to relive. Hearing 2 grown men make out is not my idea of a good time. They were drunk so I just turned the radio up. Eventually I hope to forget that. I found out I have an addiction also. I like to play video games online. Got the banhammer as they call it for having a pirated xbox so they booted me. The next day I drop $500 on a new system and games. I would think that might make it seem like I have an issue. Today is the humpday for my work week. No more concrete jungle where dreams are made of but the liberty bell and cheese steaks. Too bad for me that there isnt a place open selling cheesesteaks while im working. Tonight will be interesting.
Store manager: That stuff goes in the cooler!
Me: I dont go in the cooler.
SM: That stuff goes in the cooler.
Me: I don't go in the cooler.
SM: The other drivers went in the cooler!
Me: The policy states we are not supposed to go in the cooler there for im not going in the cooler.
SM:That stuff goes in the cooler!
Me: Sorry sir im not going in the cooler if theres a problem please call customer service and they will be happy to forward you a copy of the policy.
This is week 3 of the new bid and I'm looking forward to one customer in paticular tonight. That conversation goes on about 5 times a night. It should end tonight. Hopefully.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Halloween
Hey little dreamer's eyes open and staring up at meOh little lonely eyes open and radiantWait until I come and I will steal youWait until I come I'll take your soulWait until I come and I will steal youWait until I come and I won't goDarlin' dreamin in the nightShadows on the windowsLead oh and everyone goWell leave me on the nightI will give you lightningI will not relinquish lightOh little dreamer eyes open and raving hereWait until I come and see you little girlWhen we come I'll leave with you tooWhen we come I'll let you come lowHey we'll leave it all behindOh and then the nightmaresI'll fill them in good timeOh they will seat your mindWhen the light hitsAnd you maybe'll ask meWhy do you run around hereWhy do you come inside of meWhy does it rip me out in dreamWhy then why then watch this little fuckGoing awayWhy this lonelyWhy this lonelyWhy this lonely loveWhy this lonelyWhy this lonelyWhy this lonely loveHalloweenCarry onBury allBury allBury allBury allBury allAnd let this dreamTell us are you satisfied with fuckingDon't walk awayDon't walk awayDon't walk awayI'm talking to youLove is hellLove is hellLove is hellLove this I'll tame youLoveLoveLoveLove this not me hereLoveLoveLoveLove him up to you.
Wish I could take credit for those lyrics , but they belong to the dave matthews band. That song has kind of become a tradtion. We listen to it while we are finishing up getting ready to go out in our costumes. This year I'm still not sure who or what I'm going as. Last year was a so much fun. I dressed up as Borat. I grew the moustache and body hair. Luckily my step brother is a drag queen because I'm bald and needed one of his wigs. I wore the yello g string singlet and black boots. It didn't take long to start getting feed back from people about my costume. Overall I was happy just to get any sort of reaction from people. So right now im stuck , have no time and a lot of thinking to do.
Wish I could take credit for those lyrics , but they belong to the dave matthews band. That song has kind of become a tradtion. We listen to it while we are finishing up getting ready to go out in our costumes. This year I'm still not sure who or what I'm going as. Last year was a so much fun. I dressed up as Borat. I grew the moustache and body hair. Luckily my step brother is a drag queen because I'm bald and needed one of his wigs. I wore the yello g string singlet and black boots. It didn't take long to start getting feed back from people about my costume. Overall I was happy just to get any sort of reaction from people. So right now im stuck , have no time and a lot of thinking to do.
Friday, October 30, 2009
Unhappy anniversary to me.
10 years ago to this day something happend and it has changed my life ever since. To this day I still look at a certain type of person differently. I don't hate anyone, but I guess I could be a little predjudice. It was the day after my 21st birthday and I was excited to go out with my ID. I was finally legal to drink at a bar. I had to work on my birthday so we saved the festivities for the night after. I happened to be single at the time so a couple friends and I combed the mall looking for something new to wear for the big night. The plans were to go to dinner and meet up downtown at a bar. Where im from downtown has about 11 bars and its in a decent size city. While looking for a place to park I'm on my flip phone letting my friends know where im at and how long I will be until I get to the bar. Where I parked to the bar was 3 blocks. After I got out of the car and started heading to the bar I saw a man sitting on the side walk. As I got closer he appeared to be upset. I asked him if everything was ok and he mumbled. From what I remember I leaned in and asked him again if he was ok. Next thing I remember was that I was on a stretcher in an ambulance on my way to the hospital with my sister next to me freaking out.
It took a while to piece things together, but I did and this is what happened.
The police report stated while I was bending down to help this person someone came from behind and hit me in the head with a brick. I have about a 4 inch scar on the back of my head. After I fell to the ground the person who I thought was injured stabbed me in the back with a knife. I also have a scar on my back to remind me of the pain i went through. So I was setup, beaten and robbed. Luckily someone had wittnessed this hollered and spooked my attackers so they would flee. The wittness called 911 and my friends happened to show up shortly after looking for me because it was about an hour after I said I would be there. My sister knew something was wrong when I wasnt answering my phone. My attackers each served 7 years in prison for robbery and attempted murder. For being in the wrong place at the wrong time what did they get? $150 in cash, a crappy cell phone. $200 watch and a $80 pair of sneakers. So now when I see a homeless person or someone who resembles a homeless person I remember that night. It doesn't matter the race or gender of the individual I still think of that night.
It took a while to piece things together, but I did and this is what happened.
The police report stated while I was bending down to help this person someone came from behind and hit me in the head with a brick. I have about a 4 inch scar on the back of my head. After I fell to the ground the person who I thought was injured stabbed me in the back with a knife. I also have a scar on my back to remind me of the pain i went through. So I was setup, beaten and robbed. Luckily someone had wittnessed this hollered and spooked my attackers so they would flee. The wittness called 911 and my friends happened to show up shortly after looking for me because it was about an hour after I said I would be there. My sister knew something was wrong when I wasnt answering my phone. My attackers each served 7 years in prison for robbery and attempted murder. For being in the wrong place at the wrong time what did they get? $150 in cash, a crappy cell phone. $200 watch and a $80 pair of sneakers. So now when I see a homeless person or someone who resembles a homeless person I remember that night. It doesn't matter the race or gender of the individual I still think of that night.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Birthday boy
After reading a friends blog I guess you could call her that, but someone I haven't known for that long let me read hers. I've heard of blogs before, but never thought I would start one or even read someones. How and when do you start one? What to write to get people interested in reading it. Although I don't care who reads it. Just looking for a way to get whats out of my head out there with out having to pay a co pay. So today I turned 31 and decided it was a good a day as any to start blogging. Now I get to look forward to work.
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